Tuesday, February 7, 2006

letters....


           Firstly, thanks for spending so much time to write such long comments for me. But my head getting bigger when I read through them .  Plz be intent on wat I wrote k? u can tell me wat’s ur feeling after reading it, ur view on it, and any suggestion how to write it better…I’ll be very thankful for it.


 


           Today I scanned some letters into my pc. These letters are written by my father for my mother twenty years ago. I can call them as my father's diary, many details of their life can be found in those letters, including their dreams n their effort on fulfilling their dreams.


           I wonder what power tat had made them willing to live a sacrificial life. Those days seemed tough but they didn’t give up. Sometime I could see dad’s desperation through his letters. I could feel his tear. But wat actually made them continue the journey? I think is their determination, they strongly believed in their 信念,n they supported each other mentally. It is so important tat to have a spiritual partner when u facing difficulty n life challenges. My mum lived in Taiwan while my dad in Malaysia, my mum was Chinese educated while my dad was English educated. Wat the meaning of love for them tat time? I wonder… but it seems quite weird to ask them now. Haha..if u are curious bout wat they were experienced, wait til I write their memoir ba..( if I’m able)


 


Truth to say, I think I have a little bit similar to my dad. Haha…dun like to give up easily… when I read his letters, uncontrollably, I recalled the days in LP. We also had our “tough journey”… n need determination also. I’m glad to have a good partner.


Thank you very much! sometime I would think of the past n compared it wit the present, n feel sad of some changes…I’m a 多愁善感person. Haha…yesterday hk told me tat it’s useless to think of the past. I realized tat it’s really true, I was so silly to think so much. So now I’m very very okay, my dearest frenz, dun worry bout me anymore, okay? J


 


Huh… so long already, finally I would like to share a poem wit u. it’s not hard to understand, only need ur imagination. It’s WRITTEN BY A CHINA POET.


 


你在桥上看风景,


看风景的人在楼上看你。


明月装饰了你的窗子,


你装饰了别人的梦。


 


Get the picture?

3 comments:

  1. wei.... next time dun need to put such an idiomatic poem lar... juz write it in plain words so tat everyone can understand ma... tat poem made me banging my head to the monitor to understand ler... but unfortunately i still cant get it and need others to explain it to me... but till now i still cant get it...
     
    hmmm... seems like tat anonymous dun wan to give comment be4 dusk.... shit... how to diffentiate dusk and dawn liao... sei lor... how can i forget bout tat de>< wait... let me check the dictionary...
    dusk-The darker stage of twilight, especially in the evening.
    dawn-The time each morning at which daylight first begins.
    aha... tat is dusk=night while dawn=morning... hehe
    oh... back to main topic first... aha... writing bout true love story tim... ha... well, distance relation really hard to maintain as there are really many obstacles between them such as buildings, air, bacterias and etc... but wat is the most scary things is, if problem occured between them, they can face it face-to-face as they are distance away asi mention above... so, how?? so as i say distance relationship really hard to maintain... but, if the bond between them is strong enough like diamond (cannot granite as the acidic rain will erode granite(granite is calsium, which will dissolve in acid)) then no matter wat problems and obstacles, they can easily breeze through it... but how to build such strong bond... ha... juz like wat yu he said lor... need determination... but need one more thing tat is most prominent.... tat is believe in each other ... without this, they surely cannot resist any challenges tat they might face in their journey... besides tat, if talking bout belief only is juz rubbish... action is the most important besides tat!!! u muz show how u believe in him/her through actions... wat actions?? erm... i also dunno as i'm also a dummy in love :p
     
    and for ur bitter memories in LP wit me this the most dumb, white, tall, thin, idiot headboy... erm... i hv nothing to say about... coz we been through too much things tat will make out heart felt a cut every moment we think about it... sigh... but no matter wat happened be4... i always tell my self tat human muz always look in to the future not to the past... but sometimes i'll tell myself to look back as experience can be our light house in the dark in the future... ha... recently read bout a book how to change our state of mind from disempowering to empowering... the author, Anthony Robbins, says tat u can minimize ur pain by thinking(imagine in ur mind) the painful memory(s) u been through for a moment.. then try to make it dimmer(contrast) and smaller and far away from u till it dissappear... wit this, the memory(s) will not be tat painful anymore... ha... well, if u ask is it really useful, my answer is try it on ur own... but to me, i still feel the fresh cut >< things cannot be change... but i know ppl do can change... ha.... almost forgot tat i say nothing to say bout LP...
     
    ok... be4 finish this comment i also like to translate tat poem into english, so tat the anonymous might catch some meaning...
     
    u staring at the scenery on the bridge(i think london bridge lar, but hey penang bridge also not tat bad, hmmm else wait for the new bridge tat will build between m'ysia and singapore),
    the people staring at the scenery on the second floor(dunno which floor actually.. but i think on eifel tower is more better as can see very far... hmmm.. m'ysia twin corn also not bad...) actually looking at u.
    the big bright moon had brighten up ur window(huh.. how can it be... surely muz be ornamented moon),
    but u had spruce up other ppl dream(hmmm... tat mean the ppl like u lor... stupid u cant feel it only... )
     
    ha... hope tat got ppl can write such a long comment in my space>< one day... one day...

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  2. wah so damn long de ah?? nvm... i oso wan 2 write.....erm.... so touching la wat u write.... nice..... erm.... ok la.... dun noe wat 2 say anymore.... ok la... thanks 4 d comment.....
    love ya!!

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  3. Hobaodan!!..I like to call you this name,always make me feel hungry..This was quite a story to share with us,amost fairytales-like..Thanks for making me believe that you'll love me no matter what..Keke..Just kidding okay..You're too good for me and it's too good to be true..>_^..Anyway,you'll soon find your someone and that time you can write your own journey in love~
      Hmm..Your story had inspired me somehow,to build an aeroplane using papers and bamboo stick imported from China with 3 years warranty and shock resistance..This aeroplane will change the way we travel once and for all..With the paper made by specially designed 3-inch long carbon-like soda,created by the TRA CORP,it'll aerodynamicly slice thru the air with the top speed of 400mph,that's before the bamboo sticks are installed which will boost it up to 600mph..I'll name this things>>>THE KERTAS KAPAL TERBANG!!...Gosh..I wonder why you all read till here as i really didn't meant what i said..Haha..Thanks anyway for being such a good audience..
      Um...Ever heard of the pharse "a picture speaks a thousand words"??..It's a phrase told at the early century,around the third century after the lightning strikes Peter Pan butt..People that time doesn't have any words like us now,they draw picture instead of writting..One day,one farm boy name Uredeot drew a picture on a cave wall..What turn out to be a normal picture of expression suddenly beeming flash out of the lining..You all should be able to guess now what happen next..The boy turn around and saw a kangaroo standing right behind him.."hello" he said,with question marks on his head as he never see such creature before..His dad brought him to the zoo before in ireland,but he never saw this animal before..and miracle happen here..The kangaroo spoke!.."eh..wat's up doc?"...said the kangaroo..Gosh tat boy was freak out..who wouldn't when u heard a kangaroo said that..That boy said.."That's Bugs Bunny phrase!You stole it god damn it!"..."and there's not even a kangaroo in cartoon network,where you're from??"..Questions marks came plundering that poor kid's mind..The kangaroo finally answered,"well boy,you see,things were tough around here,but i never thought you'll be that stupid..".."You really think a rabbit could talk?..oh god..I'm his voice in Bugs Bunny!..I'm Bugs Bunny!"...Just when the boy going to nod,the kagaroo spoke.."nah..just kidding..Bugs was my friend"..Uredeot almost lost his mind,he start to jumping n turning in a circle where he stood..He then close his hand and shake his head horizontally,just like an indian dance..At last the kangaroo were able to calm him and they become friend..Suddenly the flashing picture talk..it says.."a thousand words.."..So..that's how this phrase come out.."a picture says a thousand words"..
      Thanks for spending your time to read again..haha..sorry because this story really have no meaning at al,just for fun..

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