Monday, February 6, 2006

haha..raining..


  today cleaning up my table n found something i wrote long time ago.i wrote it last year .er...quite long,juz simply wrote only,spend sometime to read la..不好意思if let u feel bored.. 


 


       窗外的雨轻轻地落在房屋`马路`椰树和远处的山上,细细拍打。四楼的课室里,我不由自主地搁下书,凝视飘雨。课室里的人寥寥无几,全世界都安静了。考试来临前仅存的时间也慢了下来。


         我想起楼下低陷的石灰地该又积水了吧!放学时,学生摩肩接踵地涌出校门,雨水又将四处溅起,校门水泄不通的挤满荷叶伞。学生散去,这座学校回到他的沉默,曾乘载多少不同的面孔和声音,骤然的空虚令人想像,他是不是又在缅怀过去?


          我曾在那年的雨天错过了巴士。被抛弃的感觉很糟。七时的校门口,我遇见一位老师,是一场平凡的际遇,孤单遇见孤单。那天,奔驰而过的车子冲破雨滴,车灯不断闪过,发出水加柏油路和轮胎的撕磨声。眼看着巴士亭雨滴成线条,像时间在流动,我害怕自己沦为沟渠里汹涌的流水,在时间里流浪失去方向。这种不安,只有急着回家的人才懂。


          雨,很轻很轻...装满我重重的心脏,快从眼角溢出来了...


          那天的早晨,我按例巡视。有些课室的窗门紧掩着,里头尽是学生沸腾的喧闹声。哎,这雨!走廊上的垃圾桶被风吹倒,纸屑`糖果纸...散落满地。雨水打在脸上有点刺痛。“纵然风雨重重,也要站稳岗位”我却听见雨水淅沥沥地嘲笑声。


           去年的大雨还记得吗?学长室被淹到了脚踝。我从图书馆沿“水路”走回去。双手提着白色校鞋,袜子同脚板浸在水中。我边走边踢着水花,凉意渗透整只脚。学长室的墙上有四个字——以身作则。那字正气磅礴,站在那儿审判每个路过的人。 可是大多数人,路过,暂停,瞪了一眼,冷笑一声,走了。我开始问,“以身作则”真的是真理吗?答案犹如雨景般模糊。我好累。


           雨,很细很细...划过那些画面,我们每个都笑得灿烂。


          那一次生活营的前一天,下着大雨。我和你站在学校屋檐下,兴奋的数一二三,然后飞奔到对街的杂货店,买了三天两夜食用的面包。你我各提篮子的一端,又穿梭雨水回校。笑声融化在雨中,不断回旋,就如马路旁积水的涟漪。忘了带伞,只好拼了。湿漉漉的发丝紧贴脸颊,我们傻笑。那天是个宁静的午后,我们好像忘了明天即将面临的批评与失望。就在那一刻,校园的椰树也为我们婆娑起舞。回忆就活在那个画面,活在雨天的校园。


             雨,很柔很柔...缓和了紧绷的夜晚,抚平因考试而不安的心,难熬的夜车还要不停歇得走。


              昨夜一场雨,今早又一场雨。等到下次雨来时,我该离开学校到别处去了。那些日子你会不会舍不得?真诚的友情像小雨点,被大树甩落,打在我们身上。那首《原谅》不断在脑海播放:原谅把光阴带走的雨天,在渐渐模糊的校园,发现我终于长大了一些。

2 comments:

  1. Hey there..Another fascinating artwork from you eh..Haha..I called it an artwork because I see many nice sentences in it,but I cant understand well what's inside..That's what art mean,things that are beautiful they say,but no one really understand=P..
    Well,since you're talking about raining day(if I was not mistaken)..I'll tell you a story about christmas in Iraq..aha..You all might guess what does rain have to do with this story,some might say Iraq have rain once in a while..Again,you're wrong..The rain have nothing to do with this story,i just try to relate what Hobaodan said to my story..Haha..Okay..here goes..
    I assume that you all know there's no christmas in iraq,not because it's an islamic country,it's because there's no christmas trees there and they live too far from the north pole..Okay..Here's some geography and history lesson for you all..North pole is at the north of our globe,and south pole is at the south..now i'm talking about the north pole,which is north of the south,which make it north..While Iraq,a country almost like hell,is at the middle of the globe..The distance between north pole and Iraq was about the distance of mars and jupiter..Ha..I'm not lying of coz..Wont you hope iraq would be tat far?..okay..here's ur history lesson..There's an old man who live in north pole..His name was Santa Iamgay Clause..He was a former CIA agent and he own a toy factory at the north pole..Well..history lessons are always boring,so i gonna skip it..to brief things up,Iraq is far away and Santa live at the north pole..The story goes on...
    One day,Santa's fren Jesus came to visit him..The moment when Jesus was chased out of iraq thousands years ago still fresh in his mind till today..So to prove things had changed for a better way,Santa bet with Jesus that Iraq is an all changed country..Saddam was knock down from his chair remember?..So Santa will go to Iraq during christmas..
    The day have come and Santa was all prepared,with heat-seeking-missiles and 18-mm cannon installed in his cart(for safety reason),he took off to Iraq with the echo of "Ho..HO..HO..." all the way..He stop for a rest and some cocunut drinks at Cuba before continue his journey..Finally he reach baghdad,the capitol of iraq..The "Ho..Ho..HO.." stuff wasn't that much pleasure for him as he got sorethroat when he arrived..Without wasting time he start dropping presents and presents to the people below..They all look up with anxiety and start shouting "kala bala jaja te to lo lo"...when translated it means "what the hell that american doin up there?shoot him!"..Poor Santa..He should have listen to Jesus when he have time,now he's stuck at the middle of the air with no where to go..He was shot down by the Taliban and was taken as hostage by Osama bin Laden..hu..tired..Don't want to continue this story liao..haha..I hope someone would be knd enough to finish it..Haha..

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  2. lol... i finished it adi... well, u really hv a lot of time to write those nonsense... and when are u gonna start ur own space and write those rubbish there^^ ha... write so long for her but only write a little for me!!! grrrr... i'm not so creative as u to write such a long, lame, dull, draggy, grandmama's story here... but i think i still can spam a long long comments as i really nothing to do now... haha!!! so, let me see... wat will be ur next story about?? i bet it surely about outer space thingy as u such a astronoical-mania(i think so so tat i can write longer)... ha, well all i can tell u is tat our solar system has 9 planets and recentle the scientists discovered tat there is a 10th planet tat even larger than the 9th planet(i dun remember tat planet name=.=) but of course smaller than our earth which is third rock from the sun... and do u know tat our galaxy actually is flat... i read about this a few years ago and i dun remember who the hell said and wat is their prove... see, ppl like to do things tat are nonsense and not profitting the humans.. they should at least land on Mars first before exploring outer of solar system tat is unreachable by us for now... besides that, why dun they put all those effort and capital to build a better earth so tat we dont need to move mars one day in the future... and we even dunno whether there is living thing there(which we named as alien, ET)...sigh... human is such a dumb(including me of course.. i'm not saying i'm smart either)... trying to figure out everything such as UFOs... well, wat do u think of the UFO(including aliens)?? u think they will conquer our earth our come in peace??? ppl like conspiracy theory... they always think tat they coming to intrude our earth and destroy the human being... to me, no matter wat their purpose coming to eatrh either as frien or enemy, i'll welcome them as i believe eveything will hv a solution... huh... not funny thingy like the anonymous wrote... but i think it still not enough long compare to his... hmmm.... do u ever read of the da vinci code?? well, for those who havent read it, plz plz bear in mind tat no matter wat is said, it is always a fiction novel only thought it insisted tat he got proves... dun be easily brain wash.... and for those who dun hv intention to read, dun easily fooled to read it as it going to be release as a movie on may 26 2006... so why are u still wanna read a book tat will take u about a week where u actually can finish it in 2 hours movie... ha... dun take wat i said seriously as they might hv some dan brown's fans here... hehe... ha... really dun think tat i can write tat much... and thak you for those who read it... and very sorry to yu he for spamming here and sorry for my broken english... i'll improve as i write such long long nonsense thing :P cya

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